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    Saturday, April 28th, 2007
    11:53 pm
    A Roman by any other name
    I mentioned changing my name last October, and now I've finally done it. The process was much simpler than I thought it would be. I'd anticipated a long, drawn-out process, but Censor Modianus handled my request immediately.

    So now my (Roman) name is Servius Ambrosius Alaricus. A name much more appropriate for me.

    And I'll be able to try it out at our next Colles Ferreus gathering, which we're talking about holding in June. If these Colles Ferreus events are going to become a regular thing I need to get some kind of decent clothing together. The "sheet togas" that Scott and I wore to the last gathering were dorky.
    Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
    12:47 am
    Happy Saturnalia!
    I thought I should send out that greeting to the few people on my friends' list here. As most of you know, I don't personally observe the Saturnalia. In fact the closest brush I've had with the Religio Romana this year was at the autumnal rite to Ceres that Sassafras Grove held last September.

    One thing I love about Sassafras Grove is its broad ecumenical inclusion of all IE hearth cultures. My own spirituality has a northern Anglo-Saxon inspiration, so for me this holiday season is the Géol. And last night I had the honor and priviledge of serving as one of the primary liturgists for Sassafras Grove's first Anglo-Saxon Yuletide ritual, right here in Pittsburgh. About 45-50 people came, which is a fairly decent attendance for one of the grove's winter solstice rituals. Our senior druid (Earrach) called upon Þunor to ward the site, and we asked Woden to open and watch over the gates between the worlds. The honored deities were my lord Ing and his sister Fréo. At the climax of the ritual I processed in with a boar's head, upon which we called the blessings of the gods. Then we invited people to come forward and make oaths on the boar's head, in the Germanic custom.

    It was a good rite, and I was acutely aware of Ing's presence guiding our work both during the ritual and in the preceding days of planning and preparation. And it was especially meaningful to me on several levels:

    1. This was the first time I'd taken a leading role in one of the grove's High Day rituals, which was pretty significant.

    2. I became a resident of Pennsylvania exactly five years - to the hour - before this ritual (I drove up to my new home on the evening of December 21st, 2001).

    3. And last night I turned in all of my paperwork for the ADF Dedicant Program. Then, when it came time for me to approach the boar, I gave my dedicant's oath.

    None of this has anything to do with Nova Roma or Roman religion or culture, but it's something I wanted to share. Finding Sassafras Grove was the best thing that's happened to me in the past five years.
    Saturday, December 9th, 2006
    1:05 am
    Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
    1:15 pm
    I don't think of myself as a normally quiet person. Nor as particularly "private".
    Nemesis
    33% Extroversion, 100% Intuition, 100% Emotiveness, 33% Perceptiveness
    You are a normally quiet person with very strong convictions and a marked activist streak. You have a clearly defined sense of right and wrong, and you like seeing people punished for their transgressions. You are Nemesis, goddess of punishment. You are a champion for the defenseless, you love poetic justice and, if karmic retribution doesn't have its say, then you'll have yours. You are astute, rarely fooled, and idealistic.

    Your defining characteristic is your internal and inflexible system of morals. Because of your highly intuitive nature, you possess the theoretical nature required to define those morals, but you sometimes lack the ability to verbalize and expound on them, especially on the more nuanced parts of your worldview. Regardless, you have strong instincts which often prove to be correct, and rather than preaching, you act on them. You don't compromise -- ever.

    You can sometimes be a person of great internal stress. You don't have double standards, and so you expect the same of yourself as you expect of others. You might find, sometimes, that you have just as hard of a time in living up to those expectations as the people around you. As a result, you are rarely at peace with yourself, but you're also likely to think of this in a positive light -- you're always forcing yourself to improve, and you avoid making mistakes.

    You tend to be a private person, and don't like to talk much about those staunch morals of yours until, that is, they become violated. Once that happens, everyone is going to know exactly where you stand. You have a distaste of nihilism and intellectual relativism that will make you naturally compatible with scientists and certain kinds of philosophers, even if they don't share your activist streak.

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    Similar Personality Types: Prometheus, The Oracle, Hermes, Orpheus
    Avoid: Icarus, Dionysus, Agamemnon, Atlas
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    Sunday, November 26th, 2006
    1:49 pm
    This was totally unexpected
    It has taken me a couple of weeks to process this enough to even write about it. And I thought it best to record my thoughts here, rather than in my regular Woodwose journal. There are people friended on that journal who would think I've turned into a complete eclectic flake-job. Although I really haven't, by any stretch of the imagination. But this is something I have to acknowledge. It may become significant somewhere down the road.

    Three weeks ago at the Sassafras Grove ritual Scott and I had what was for me an unsettling experience. During the rite each of us was blindfolded and led by "Hermes" ([info]tarenshadowwolf) to confront "Persephone" (Sarina) and "Hades" (Earrach). That part was okay, and in fact I was the person originally intended to portray Hermes. However I don't think it's appropriate to impersonate or compare oneself to a deity (does anybody other than me remember the story of Medusa?) so I declined the role. Otherwise participating in the rite didn't bother me at all. It was what happened at the end that I found disturbing. After our symbolic descent to the Hellenic underworld we each then went to a seeress (Emerald) and drew a card with the image of a god or goddess who presumably had some message for us.

    Scott and I both drew Hades.

    Later Emerald herself agreed that the coincidence was remarkable. Scott took it as a good omen, reasoning that we'd just completed a rite honoring Hades. But I found it a little disturbing. Granted, Hades has a respectful place in the Hellenic pantheon. He's not one of those dysfunctional deities like Loki or Eris. But still, it was Hades! If I'm to be touched by a Greek deity, why couldn't it have been beautiful Apollo, or Pan or Hera, or wise Athena? Why the god of the dead?

    So I've been doing some research since then. Not constantly, of course, but whenever I have a bit of free time. And I'm less bothered by the experience now. Hades is also a god of prosperity. He's called Plouton (cognate with his Roman name Pluto) which means "wealth". And it can't be denied that we're indeed wealthy in comparison to most other contemporary Pagan families.

    Furthermore it's equally true that our household's spirituality is very, very earth-focused. And in Hellenic myth it's Hades who takes Persephone - the life of the earth - as his consort. From the perspective of the Demeter/Persephone/Hades connection it does make sense that Hades would a deity who would reach out to us.

    Of course I've no intention of worshipping foreign deities now. But an occasional nod in Hades' direction, and perhaps an offering once in a while, might be a good idea.
    Thursday, October 19th, 2006
    3:20 pm
    A Roman by any other name
    Our gathering last week seems to have planted a seed of interest in Nova Roma locally. A friend of mine is now applying to be a citizen. She hasn't chosen a cognomen yet, but I'll know her as Lucia Ambrosia. It will be interesting to learn about the new citizenship process as she works her way through it. I suspect we may have one or two others become citizens after Lucia passes the test and probationary period.

    While she's doing that, I may look into the process of changing my own name. When I joined NR, I took the cognomen Germanicus thinking it to mean "the German" or "Germanic". Not an unreasonable assumption considering that the legions were comprised primarily of Germanic warriors by the end of the Imperium. But apparently the cognomen Germanicus implies that I've waged a victorious battle against a Germanic tribe. And that isn't descriptive of me at all. According to the NR website I could Latinize my regular name and use that as a cognomen. Which would make me (I think) Servius Ambrosius Alaricus. I rather like that. One thing I didn't care for when I became a citizen was discarding my name. My real, legal name is Alaric. My SCA name, Lord Alaric. My "majyckal" name, Alaric. I've never been a big fan of fake names. I understand the rationale for Latinizing my name, and that's okay. I'd be perfectly happy with Alaricus.

    And I don't think the censors would object at all. They don't even allow the cognomen 'Germanicus' anymore, so I doubt very much they'd mind me giving it up. I guess what it will boil down to is how complicated the process is going to be. If it's just a matter of me submitting the name change request, then I'll probably do it. If I have to jump through hoops or take a test or go through a probationary period then I probably won't.

    It's just a name, after all.
    Sunday, October 15th, 2006
    10:29 am
    Nova Romans meet in Colles Ferreus
    It was a small group with only five of us - myself, Deana, Alexandria, Justinius and Antonius - but I think it was a reasonably productive evening. Antonius and I laid out an assortment of Romanesque munchies; olives, grapes, bread with honey, and almonds. And both Deana and Alexandria brought wine.

    The women had nice tunics, but by the end of the evening all three of us guys had shucked the togas in favor of more practical clothing. Real togas may have worked better. The makeshift sheets were fun, but ultimately impractical. However I managed to get some good photos of everyone while we were still dressed.

    Earlier in the day I spoke with Propraetor Galerius on the telephone and suggested that he might want to wait until we're more organized before making a personal trip out to Colles Ferreus. However I remembered to ask him some of the questions that local people had already brought to me. So before watching Gladiator we were able to discuss Nova Roma itself and address some of those questions. The primary concern was the issue of citizenship, which now requires a "test" of some sort. There's no mention of what the test will cover, and Rome is a rather broad subject. So it helped to talk with Galerius and learn something about the reasoning behind the new test. (I didn't have to take this test. When I became a citizenship it was just a matter of signing up.) At his suggestion I'm going to write to the censors and find out more about the topics covered so I can help people in this region prepare for the test.

    I was especially pleased when we opened the floor to everyone discussing what he or she hoped to get out of Nova Roma. Everyone had something to contribute, some interest or desire.

    We've tentatively agreed to have another gathering some time this spring. Right now we're talking about an authentic Roman dinner. Alexandria wants reclining couches, but that may be impractical if we have a group of any substantial size!
    Monday, July 17th, 2006
    11:17 pm
    This may actually happen
    We officially have a date for the first Colles Ferreus gathering. October 14th, 2759. The tentative plan is a toga party watching the movie Gladiator. Afterward we'll talk a little about what Nova Roma is and what direction(s) we might take Colles Ferreus. I currently see it as a sort of Roman SIG for the Pagans of western Pennsylvania.

    Seems to me that we should have at least some brief prayer to Iuppiter O.M., Iuno and Minerva. But I don't feel comfortable doing that myself. Wish we had someone among us who actually follows the Religio Romana.

    Getting Scott into a toga should be interesting. I haven't mentioned this to him yet. Not sure how to word it...
    Sunday, June 25th, 2006
    9:40 pm
    It's Official
    Today, after returning home from a week of festivities in Lacus Magni, I found an email announcement from Propraetor Tiberius Galerius Paulinus announcing my appointment to the office of Legatus Pennsylvaniensis Colles Ferreus. I'm also listed as such on the Nova Roma website. So now, after I plough through a pile of obligations coming up over the next few weeks, I'll need to sit down and develop a plan of action for Colles Ferreus.

    While at the festival I had the pleasure of meeting Consul Gaius Fabius Buteo Modianus in person and talking to him briefly about my position as Legate and my role in Nova Roma in general. We had a very interesting discussion of the place of religion in Nova Roma. Modianus is obviously a good person to have as a contact, but he's the sort of fellow who I'd enjoy hanging out with regardless of his position or influence. By the end of the festival I felt like I'd made a new friend.
    Saturday, June 17th, 2006
    1:42 am
    Legate Colles Ferreus
    Well I didn't wait until after PSG. Tonight I went ahead and accepted the position of Legate for Colles Ferreus. Although I don't know if that name will stick. It's just something I came up with myself - something with a more Roman flavor than 'Pittsburgh'. Accepting the position wasn't a rash decision on my part. After I posted something about it on the Sassafras Grove list, three people have already expressed an interest in attending NR gatherings. So I'm reasonably confident that I can host some successful events here.

    I think a local Nova Roma group could be fun and interesting, especially for those of us who follow indigenous European faiths. You don't have to follow the Religio Romana to appreciate the profound effect Rome had (both positive and negative) on all of the cultures of Europe.

    Now I need to figure out how to make a toga...
    Friday, June 16th, 2006
    12:34 am
    Latin Meme
    Princeps Senatus
    You scored 85%!
    Congratualtions! You have been voted to be the First Counselor of the Senate. Your eloquence with the Latin tongue is well-known, and you have been elevated to a position of authority within the Senate. You are always the first to speak at the Senate meetings (after the Emperor, of course) and are a very powerful ally (or enemy) to have. More than likely, you have the backing of some of the military, which could come in handy should you ever decide that being the Princeps Senatus is not enough for you...




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    Thursday, June 15th, 2006
    3:57 pm
    How cool is this?
    The Praetor of Mediatlantica contacted me today via email to ask if I'd consider serving as Legatus for western Pennsylvania, specifically Pittsburgh. Of course my ego wanted scream out a resounding YES because it's flattering to even be considered for the position. But the sensible part of me asked if I could have a couple of weeks to decide. With Pagan Spirit Gathering just a couple days away most of my attention is currently focused on packing and purchasing supplies. And I think the question is one that deserves at least some consideration before answering.

    One of my concerns is whether there's any interest in Roman culture here in Colles Ferreus (Pittsburgh). I've sent an email to Sassafras Grove, and I may try some other e-lists to see if anyone would actually show up for the party. If I do this I'm going to have to host or sponsor at least two gatherings annually. I don't need a huge turnout. I don't even need a decent turnout. But I do need two or three people to show up, which in the decidedly peculiar Burgh o' the Pitts can sometimes be problematic.

    Praetor Galerius wants to double the number of citizens in Mediatlantica. Which means the bar is set pretty low out here in the western region.

    I told him that I'd give him an answer when I return from PSG on the 25th. By then I'll have a pretty good idea as to whether this is something I can do, and do well.
    Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
    1:15 am
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    You fit in with:
    Spiritualism



    Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.


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    Saturday, October 15th, 2005
    12:52 am
    Nothing like the result of that other quiz!
    Aphrodite
    Gods! You scored 62!
    You are most like the Goddess Aphrodite! Aphrodite is the goddess of love, beauty, fertility and desire. Although she was married she had many affairs with both other gods and men - most famously with Ares. Her husband Hephaestus caught them in a net he had made and paraded them in front of the other gods. Aphrodite is mean, vain and jealous, and most often depicted with a mirror.




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    Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
    10:36 pm
    nemesis
    Nemesis


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    11:51 am
    My continuing culture quest
    I'm seriously considering the idea of joining Ár nDraíocht Féin. Our local grove is one of the best things going around here, and I really like ADF's overall philosophy.

    Outside of ADF and the Heathen community, the majority of "Pagans" I've met over the past four years have been either new-agers or kids who don't seem to have any particular spiritual philosophy at all. The ADF folk are actually doing something and seem to have at least a marginal appreciation for real, historical Pagan cultures. Because of the druid concept I was a little hesitant when I first met them back in May. But the druidry is more of an image. I've met ADF people who follow the Religio Germania, the Religio Graeca and one woman who follows the Religio Romana.

    I think the Dedicant Program would be good for me. But mostly this is my ongoing search for culture. It would be nice to associate with people who know the gods.

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
    1:02 am
    I guess it's better than slave or catamite
    Citizen
    You scored 64% on Social Skills!
    You are the bulk of the Roman world. You sweat and toil in Rome's name, but you are free to do so. No one beats you to force your labor. You most likely do it out of love for your country, and a desire to better it. Through bettering it, you may yet better your own station in life. You pay taxes, but are rewarded with free beer and wheat to aid in you life. Caesar and the Patricians both want your love and loyalty, and throw immense parties (and very often at that) to keep you on their side. For they know, it is only through your acceptance of them being better than you that they rule you. You probably own a shop, or an appartment building as your source of income. You will usually have at least two slaves, if not several freed persons working for you. You most likely own your own home, and have it decorated as lavishly as you can afford (in immitation of a true Patrician household or even the Emporer's Palace).




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    Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
    12:40 am
    I like this result, he was a great man
    You scored as Hadrian. You are the great emperor Hadrian. Not only great for the fact that he didn't mess something up, but he relentlessly administered the empire and set viable borders. Art, cultivation and wisdom mark your reign. The fact that you prefer the boys really helps with the wise handing over of the purple to only the most qualified.

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    Hadrian

    68%

    Augustus

    64%

    Domitian

    64%

    Antoninus Pius

    57%

    Marcus Aurelius

    57%

    Nerva

    54%

    Claudius

    50%

    Vitellius

    50%

    Commodus

    50%

    Caligula

    46%

    Trajan

    43%

    Tiberius

    39%

    Nero

    36%

    Vespasian

    32%

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    Monday, September 12th, 2005
    2:14 pm
    SVR update
    It's been more than a fortnight since I wrote the apparently non-existent censores of Societas Via Romana inquiring as to how somebody in gens Ambrosia would register as a member. Never heard anything from them. Which suggests that SVR is really nothing more than a website.

    I'm beginning to think that the Germanic folk are the only Pagans (other than Wiccans and the ever-present Llewiccans) who're nurturing any substantial "real world" restoration of the old faiths.
    Saturday, August 27th, 2005
    4:05 pm
    SVR
    I tried to apply for membership in Societas Via Romana, but their online application process doesn't offer Ambrosia as a nomen. Which is sort of wierd because two Ambrosii are already members. Today I took [info]etichonides's advice and sent a letter to the censores. If SVR won't let me register as Ambrosius then I'll probably just forget about joining. It may seem odd, but being a part of gens Ambrosia actually does mean something to me. I know it's an ephemeral relationship, but Ambrosia is much more real to me than online societies like NR and SVR.

    In other news, I never have heard back from the PPD people. I wrote them quite some time ago to let them know that Dru was willing to come and speak about the Religio Romana, and that somebody else had contacted me about giving a talk on Hellenism. It's no skin off my back if they aren't interested in these speakers, but it makes me wonder if this year's Pride Day isn't going to be some hippy-dippy Llewiccafest.
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